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Healing Circumcision Trauma: A Therapist’s Guide to Grief, Acceptance, and Intimacy

As a couples, individual, and sex therapist, I often meet men who carry deep pain from being circumcised as infants. In my work with individuals and couples, I witness the many layers of helplessness and grief that can emerge around this, including denial, sadness and depression, anger, betrayal, and eventually acceptance.

It always comes back to bodily autonomy, the simple truth of not having a say over one’s own body.

These men did not consent to having a part of themselves taken. Again and again, I hear the same aching questions: Why did this happen to me? Why did my parents allow it? Why didn’t I have a say? And beneath those questions, the quieter one: Why am I still hurting from something that happened so long ago? The reality is that in removing the foreskin, 10,000 to 20,000 nerve fibers are lost, leaving many with the sense that their natural right to pleasure has been taken from them. There is grief in that loss, and it deserves to be witnessed.

Through Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, we begin to unpack what was never theirs to carry.

I tell them that realizing you’ve been carrying a backpack that you never packed yourself can feel deeply unsettling, even out of control. It’s a moment when the weight you’ve been shouldering suddenly becomes visible, and with that awareness comes both grief and the possibility of choice, of deciding what still belongs to you and what you are ready to set down. Together, we learn how to keep walking, how to live a meaningful life even as we feel the heaviness of it all. I call this process grieving into acceptance, a way of honoring what was taken while reclaiming what still belongs to them.

As a sex therapist, I advocate for everyone’s pleasure because pleasure is our birthright. I often remind men not to get stuck in the pain that can harden into anger. Part of empowerment is learning to reconnect with pleasure in new ways, to experience it as something expansive and healing rather than performative or pressured.

I help clients understand that sexuality is multidimensional, shaped by biological, psychological, relational, and cultural forces. There is growing evidence that men’s sexuality is deeply relational. Emotional connection, trust, and intimacy play a vital role in arousal and satisfaction. For many, trauma has disrupted that connection, affecting not only how they see themselves but also how fully they can experience pleasure and closeness with their partners.

These feelings can be especially confusing in U.S. popular culture. A growing number of men I see in my practice struggle with body image, particularly younger men. For many, mainstream porn has been their primary sex education, and it almost always features a circumcised penis. Here in Miami, where we have a large Latino population and circumcision has traditionally been less common, some men have had painful experiences with partners who are unfamiliar with the uncircumcised body. We can never underestimate the human need for validation and belonging. Men want to fit in, to look a certain way they believe is acceptable. It’s heartbreaking to see advertisements for adult circumcision feeding into those insecurities.

In addition to helping circumcised clients walk through their grief, I also work with men who struggle with self-judgment or who are considering circumcision as adults. Many are unaware of the pleasure and intimacy benefits that come with being intact. Together, we explore what self-acceptance and body trust might look like for them.

Society places immense pressure on men to perform and to equate worth with control and success. They are taught that vulnerability is weakness, and that conditioning can be deeply isolating. Many have also been trained to view sexuality as purely outcome driven, disconnected from emotion or meaning. There is much for men to unpack and heal. In the Intact America group therapy program, they are finding something many have never had before: a safe, supportive space to speak openly, to be met with understanding rather than judgment, and to begin redefining what it means to live and love in their bodies.

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Marilyn

Marilyn Fayre Milos, multiple award winner for her humanitarian work to end routine infant circumcision in the United States and advocating for the rights of infants and children to genital autonomy, has written a warm and compelling memoir of her path to becoming “the founding mother of the intactivist movement.” Needing to support her family as a single mother in the early sixties, Milos taught banjo—having learned to play from Jerry Garcia (later of The Grateful Dead)—and worked as an assistant to comedian and social critic Lenny Bruce, typing out the content of his shows and transcribing court proceedings of his trials for obscenity. After Lenny’s death, she found her voice as an activist as part of the counterculture revolution, living in Haight Ashbury in San Francisco during the 1967 Summer of Love, and honed her organizational skills by creating an alternative education open classroom (still operating) in Marin County. 

After witnessing the pain and trauma of the circumcision of a newborn baby boy when she was a nursing student at Marin College, Milos learned everything she could about why infants were subjected to such brutal surgery. The more she read and discovered, the more convinced she became that circumcision had no medical benefits. As a nurse on the obstetrical unit at Marin General Hospital, she committed to making sure parents understood what circumcision entailed before signing a consent form. Considered an agitator and forced to resign in 1985, she co-founded NOCIRC (National Organization of Circumcision Information Resource Centers) and began organizing international symposia on circumcision, genital autonomy, and human rights. Milos edited and published the proceedings from the above-mentioned symposia and has written numerous articles in her quest to end circumcision and protect children’s bodily integrity. She currently serves on the board of directors of Intact America.

Georganne

Georganne Chapin is a healthcare expert, attorney, social justice advocate, and founding executive director of Intact America, the nation’s most influential organization opposing the U.S. medical industry’s penchant for surgically altering the genitals of male children (“circumcision”). Under her leadership, Intact America has definitively documented tactics used by U.S. doctors and healthcare facilities to pathologize the male foreskin, pressure parents into circumcising their sons, and forcibly retract the foreskins of intact boys, creating potentially lifelong, iatrogenic harm. 

Chapin holds a BA in Anthropology from Barnard College, and a Master’s degree in Sociomedical Sciences from Columbia University. For 25 years, she served as president and chief executive officer of Hudson Health Plan, a nonprofit Medicaid insurer in New York’s Hudson Valley. Mid-career, she enrolled in an evening law program, where she explored the legal and ethical issues underlying routine male circumcision, a subject that had interested her since witnessing the aftermath of the surgery conducted on her younger brother. She received her Juris Doctor degree from Pace University School of Law in 2003, and was subsequently admitted to the New York Bar. As an adjunct professor, she taught Bioethics and Medicaid and Disability Law at Pace, and Bioethics in Dominican College’s doctoral program for advanced practice nurses.

In 2004, Chapin founded the nonprofit Hudson Center for Health Equity and Quality, a company that designs software and provides consulting services designed to reduce administrative complexities, streamline and integrate data collection and reporting, and enhance access to care for those in need. In 2008, she co-founded Intact America.

Chapin has published many articles and op-ed essays, and has been interviewed on local, national and international television, radio and podcasts about ways the U.S. healthcare system prioritizes profits over people’s basic needs. She cites routine (nontherapeutic) infant circumcision as a prime example of a practice that wastes money and harms boys and the men they will become. This Penis Business: A Memoir is her first book.